Tuesday, June 12th, 2007
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11:33 am - Forever
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It has been way to long since I last posted. Life has been going well. Of course there has been a few bumps in the road but it's all in HIS plan so I cant complain! School is going well. I'm taking a government class that I actually am enjoying. I think though now that it's summer and I'm only taking one class I like school so much more. I'm dancing everyday I can and it's amazing. The dance year has come to an end though so I will need to find other ways to keep myself occupied, but I'm sure it won't be hard with Anne, Scott, Andy ,and Steve on speed dial. How is life for those who still read and/or post?
current mood:  busy
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Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
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10:10 pm
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I wish I had what I needed
To be on my own
'Cause I feel so defeated
And I'm feeling alone
And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
With nowhere to land
And all I see
It could never make me happy
And all my sand castles
Spend their time collapsing
Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough
It's my birthday tomorrow
No one here could know
I was born this Thursday
22 years ago
And I feel stuck
Watching history repeating
Yeah, who am I?
Just a kid who knows he's needy
Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough
current mood:  sore
current music: Switchfoot
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Thursday, September 28th, 2006
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10:09 pm - Are you listening...?
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I'm so thankful for the friends I have in my life! Without you and your encouragement, when I need it the most, I would be more sad than I have felt! Thank you so much for your love! HAHA Want to hear something a bit sad and funny... I was reading a book today and I was so into it I forgot to go to work! OOPS....!?! =O WHAT A WEEK!!!
current mood:  okay
current music: The voices in my head
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Wednesday, September 27th, 2006
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10:16 am
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I never thought it would be so hard to let go...
current mood:  crushed
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Saturday, September 16th, 2006
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12:36 pm
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If something happens will you come and sit by my side?
current mood:  confused
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Thursday, August 31st, 2006
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5:27 pm - A New Beginning...
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Okay so... I have officially started college. I'll just say i was super nervous... It wasn't that bad though! I just have three more classes to face and this nervous feeling will go away! The first home football game of the season for Northern is tonight. I'll be there watching my guard girls and of course cheering my amazing and adorable little brother on!!! I guess I'm glad I didn't leave home so soon! I think I would miss my brothers support! I love you Dev!!
current mood: chipper
current music: Sugarcult
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Friday, August 25th, 2006
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7:53 pm
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Hey lexie love,
Did you ever get a facebook? I wanted to get one but i cant figure out how to access my email through OCC and you have to have one to get a facebook!! Grr.. im getting so frustrated!! Oh yeah how is the social situation we were talking about a couple weeks ago going? I miss you! I really wish i wasnt so busy! im going to call soon... haha i really wish i didnt hate talking on the phone! :p ill see you soon beautiful!!
current mood:  crazy
current music: Taylor Swift
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Sunday, August 6th, 2006
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8:40 pm
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I Am In Love
current mood:  loved
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Tuesday, July 18th, 2006
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11:40 am
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Lexie, look at what picture I added! So exciting I love it very much!!
current mood: chipper
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Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
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6:06 pm - Rejoice in everything that is good....
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Although most would think that my summer has turned out to be pretty much a bummer, I see it as a very growing experience. I'm far from enjoying what is going on during this period of my life, but if that's what I based my decisions and life on I wouldn't be going anywhere. Love is complicated, blind, and aggravating but we all go through it and so far I'm surviving. Thank you God, so much, for the enjoyable moments i have had this far... please let them continue and grow.
current mood:  blah
current music: Goo Goo Dolls
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Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
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6:51 pm - Blessed
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I think I am back to my usual self outwardly. I feel less sad all the time and I can function again. I'm really excited because I am super busy all the time and I love it so much. Thank you for all who have been praying for me, please continue your prayers because they have been helping me so much. I love you all.
Even though I have an open house or two or five every saturday I have so much fun at them all! I cant wait again until this weekend.
current mood: chipper
current music: Wait for Me
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Thursday, June 15th, 2006
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5:06 pm - Heart ache....
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When I read my past entries I begin to feel the warmth of the memories I had and spent with you. I enjoyed every moment of us... but then I realize the hurt I'm putting you through. I'm so sorry... Give me time to grow. Wait for me with open arms, Ill come back to you.
current mood: crushed
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Wednesday, June 14th, 2006
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10:23 am - Please God
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The hurt I feel is so painful... I feel it all over, emotionally and physically. I cant stop thinking that I did the wrong thing. I did what I did so that I could strengthen my relationship with God but it hurts so much. Please pray that God will guide me. I really need him right now! For a little while yesterday I felt better, but because I did I hurt even more... The tears in my eyes may have slowed down, but the tears wont stop flowing from my heart...
current mood: depressed
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Friday, June 9th, 2006
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3:38 pm - New Photography Studio
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Synapse Photography opens tomorrow June 10th 2006 located in Video King on M-59. My mom is starting her new business in this little plaza across from the MJR theater. She takes senior photos and everything you can think of. Im so excited for her and i hope all my Jr. friends will at least consider going to get their senior photos taken by her.
current mood:  bouncy
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Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
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4:11 pm
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Prom was so much fun! I have always heard stories that it ended sadly for most people or they were just bored of it, but I actually had a lot of fun! I didnt think Dan would want to dance very much but we danced more than half the time. He helped my night to be special and magical! Michelle B. won prom queen and Tim R. won prom king it was very exciting! After we came back to my house and had a bon fire. It had rained before so it wasnt that large erk... oh well it was nice and warm. Everyone went home at 3:00. I was really tired and it took me a half hour to take my hair down. I had 63 hair pins. I thought I had more because it hurt so bad but I was wrong.
Today I slept in until 11:30 which is late for me. Then I went to Pet Land with Dan and we played with this little beagle who in his glass cage looked so sad but when we played with him he didnt stop moving, he was so hyper.... my arm has so many marks from his teeth. He was so cute!!
current mood: chipper
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Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
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2:18 pm - Memorial Weekend....
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Memorial weekend was a blast I was able to hang out with the Group of intermission Students and we helped out Pine Ridge Camp in Grand Rapids. I think i developed a nak for painting cement walls! I had a lot of fun!
Besides that i have a new plan for college and what i want to do! Im going to wait until next fall to transfer to Grand Valley and just take classes at OCC for the year. Ill get my prerequisites out of the way so i can save money! I have decide on a major. I think i want to be a social worker! It sounds like a lot of fun and i think that i would be good at it!!
I had to give my two weeks notice at work yesterday. I was very upset about it because i love my job so much but i am going to be too busy to have two jobs and go to school. The neat thing is im going to try and work there again in the fall.
current mood: cheerful
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Thursday, May 25th, 2006
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2:59 pm
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CONGRATULATIONS CLASS OF 2006
WE DID IT
current mood: ecstatic
current music: AMERICAN IDOL
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Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
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7:44 pm - ELEVEN DAYS AND COUNTING.....
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Eleven days until I am finished with school! Senioritis is killing me!!
Im very excited for PROM! Dan said he will go with me, and Steve is going with Amber! This will be such a fun night!!
Thank you Steve for coming with us! I don't think Dan would have gone if you didn't go, or he just wouldn't of been comfortable with my group...
current mood: creative
current music: Time of our lives...
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Saturday, April 29th, 2006
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11:34 am
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TRINIDAD was awesome!!
current mood: cheerful
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Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
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5:04 pm - Ba da ba ba ba....
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Hello all... Im in school and having a blast! Cough Cough just kidding im really not in the mood to be here and listen to someone take attendance! Actually its quite entertaining when you listen to Mr. Pinho say everyones name! Well we are not doing anything and i finished all of my work early! So i decided to ramble on and on about silly things!
Monday I was supposed to work but had no idea and iguess so did two other people i was afraid i was going to get fired but i didnt! So when i was supposed to be working i went to Panda Kitchen with Dan. Then we watched mulan and then we watched Anastasia! Ah disney movies they are grand!
Tuesday I went to work and then i went to my dads. I watched American idol and my favorite person is Taylor Hicks! He is amazing! Then i went home and went to bed!
Today i will go home and pack for trinidad!
current mood: bored
current music: Mr. Pinho talking about hockey!
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